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The Powerful Use Esoteric Knowledge While Keeping it From Humanity: Empower Yourself by Awakening Consciousness

Belsebuub, Guest Writer
Waking Times

You should be active in your spiritual life.

You’re never going to discover why you exist, and what the purpose of your life is, if you don’t do something about it. Do you want to live your life superficially, or do you want to have a genuinely spiritual life?

Reading, discussing, watching videos and belonging to groups might be helpful to begin with, but ultimately it’s not going to get you there. If you want to have a rewarding spiritual life you’re going to have to EXPERIENCE.

It doesn’t matter what you think about consciousness, higher truths or different dimensions, it’s what you experience and what you are that counts.

Planes of existence beyond this world exist, there are higher beings, heavens and demons, and hell is real; I’ve been there. I’ve seen realities that can’t even be imagined or dreamed about.

Wake up and see for yourself what’s really going on. Be more conscious in your life and learn from the dimensions beyond this. But watch out, because you’re ingrained in a passivity that will stop you, and you don’t even realize it.

That passivity is ingrained into the subconscious in all of us by society, and by the feelings and emotions that are part of nature’s program, which we were born with.

This will drag your inner state down when you try to elevate it to spiritual states, it will make you search for pleasure and satisfy animal drives, it will keep your life stuck in this plane of existence, locked on a mechanical track with few choices, and you won’t even know it’s there.

Esoteric Knowledge is Used by the Few and Denied to the Many

Dancer at a pop concert with the all-seeing eye within a triangle symbol on the back of their shirt and a symbolic hand sign.

Dancer at a pop concert with the all-seeing eye within a triangle symbol on the back of their shirt and a hand sign symbolizing three sixes.

The passivity has developed over time to the extent that the human race has effectively become domesticated and in many cases resemble passive sheep. Unfortunately, pleasure is a powerful driving force, and when people live for pleasure many compromises have to be made. Not the least is a reluctance to attend to the things that really matter. Corruption sets into society, greed becomes a virtue, the environment is frivolously destroyed, there are huge differences in the distribution of wealth, etc.

People have less inclination towards serious issues and are more willing for others to do things for them. Other people and institutions then make many of their decisions for them. With the result that a huge number of people are only able to understand simple slogans, and are thus able to be manipulated by those in power. And, in terms of spirituality, the tendency is to follow the herd and accept what they have been brought up with or what others do without any deep questioning. But spirituality is far too important a subject to leave up to someone else, or to have as a blind belief. Its an individuals fate beyond this life that’s at stake and that’s a very high stake not to take a serious interest in.

If you look for knowledge far enough you’ll discover a maze of ideas, but are likely to come across some information on out-of-body experiences and symbols. The two are related since the language of the astral plane is in symbols. By learning to have out-of-body experiences, you’ll be able to learn much more of what life and the universe is about. But you’ll also start noticing that symbols from the astral plane are everywhere in society.

They are in movies, in the logo’s of corporations, in ancient art, in music videos, public buildings, religions, they’re all over the place. So why isn’t everyone familiar with them? Why is it that mostly people and institutions at the elevated end of society seem to use these symbols?

Suppressing Higher Knowledge

The all-seeing eye within a triangle as used in the emblem for an intelligence agency.

The all-seeing eye within a triangle as used in the emblem for an intelligence agency.

The answer is that it’s suppressed knowledge, it’s powerful and enabling. Those in power want to restrict it’s use and don’t want it falling into the hands of the majority. The establishment wants to have control over it. Many powerful institutions throughout history have not wanted people to have it. That’s been the basis of persecution of many people in the past. It was part of the reasons behind the inquisition, the witch hunts, the brutal suppression of early Christian knowledge by the church, and the suppression of many individuals and groups through the history of the world. Those behind religions don’t want anything new to arise to challenge their religion. Society wants conformity, and profound spiritual knowledge doesn’t conform, it’s usually developed by small numbers of people who don’t fit in.

The result is that esoteric knowledge basically has been wiped out of societies repeatedly, and yet there are groups at the higher levels of society who obviously have some kind of knowledge of esoteric symbols and ritual and a wider esoteric knowledge too. But you’ll often find this knowledge is inverted, it’s of darkness and is being used as a vehicle for power and evil.

Dark symbols, landscapes and themes used in the mainstream entertainment industry.

Dark symbols, landscapes and themes used in the music industry.

For most people though it’s taboo to even talk about higher spiritual knowledge in many places, if you were to try talking freely even about a simple subject such as astral projection you might get a lot of negative responses.

Higher spiritual knowledge is demonized in many ways in society and has been for a very long time. And yet its darker aspects are so common in the music industry and Hollywood, most people take it as fiction, but not all of it is, and I believe there are agendas behind its use in the entertainment industry, some working to affect people at a subliminal level. And being used to direct peoples ideas and attitudes in ways the media, and influences behind the media want them to go. This gives an extraordinary level of control over people and that’s not healthy.

Not All Secret Societies are ‘Bad’

There have been many types of secret esoteric societies, some were created for sinister purposes, some out of religions to further their agenda. Some were created with good intentions, and some today have well meaning people in them doing good.

Not everything esoteric or occult is from the dark side, fundamentalist Christians often label everything esoteric as Satanic, but it’s not, some of it is actually a remnant of white ancient knowledge. Some societies began as fully fledged esoteric orders, but became watered down with time, lacking people with sufficient inner awakening to participate in them.

Many of these became infiltrated by dark forces as people motivated by greed and power took control of them. Their original good intentions hijacked to fulfill sinister purposes.

It is necessary to have levels of secrecy in many areas of life, in some areas of government for example (assuming the government is working for the benefit of its citizens). Esoteric societies used secrecy out of necessity for their own protection. Have a look at a video of Gurdjieffs ‘Meetings with Remarkable Men’, look at the levels of secrecy in it, towards the end there’s a secret esoteric school. They needed that secrecy to protect themselves from people who would have destroyed their school. Not everything secret is bad, esoteric knowledge has been protected by hermetic silence.

You can’t have something like this today, people would ruin it. Pearls are not given to swine, as Jesus said, or they will trample them underfoot.

The Use of the Word Cult to Stop People Forming Groups for Higher Spiritual Knowledge

The cult word today is being used as an instrument of suppression and it restricts your freedom. If you take an interest in something spiritual, say astral projection, and you get together with a group of interested people, and they elect you to be the head in some way, you’ll immediately be classified as a cult leader and your group as a cult. And if someone attends and they don’t like you they can lie about you in public and be supported by a huge number of institutions, religions, groups of abusive anti-cult witch hunters, atheists, the media and society in general, and if you look for justice you’ll find it’s priced beyond the reach of ordinary people. How are you going to withstand that? Your life will be ruined.

The media fuels the witch hunt, the sheep in society follow, and the bullies attack. Society is not free. People with agendas control the media, and this is rotten. Heretic, blasphemer, witch, pagan, cult, these are all bigoted words meant to shut people out of society and destroy them. There are always lawbreakers in every aspect of society including spiritual groups, but they are the minority and there are laws to deal with them. But the actions of a few become the brush to tar the many with.

A poster for the EU containing upside down pentagrams and an image that bears a striking resemblance to the tower of Babel, mentioned in the Bible.

A poster for the EU containing upside down pentagrams and an image that bears a striking resemblance to the tower of Babel (mentioned in the Bible) in construction.

What does the word ‘cult’ make you feel? Bad? That’s part of your programming. Even Jesus would be called a cult leader if he were alive today; here is an article about it. Those with agendas pulling the strings behind the scenes don’t want you to study esoteric knowledge, they don’t want you to form groups around it. They don’t want challenges, at a deeper level, the forces of darkness don’t want the forces of light to emerge to counter them.

They don’t want you to become empowered by consciousness and wisdom. Behind the scenes they manipulate the media to make you believe these things are wrong, but they are not. You have a right to gather with others to stand together and face this ignorance, to fight for truth and to know the secrets of esoteric knowledge. You should empower yourself with truth and become active for the good of society. Statistically the most persecuted religious minority in the western world today are not Jews or Muslims, they are modern Pagans. Society is not free.

Spirituality has been Commercialized

Upside down pentagram used in the emblem of a police force. A pentagram the right way up is a symbol of light (of a person ascending to heaven). Forces of darkness use this symbol by inverting it and thus attracting the powers of darkness.

Upside down pentagram used in the emblem of a police force. A pentagram the right way up is a symbol of light (signifying a person ascending to heaven). Forces of darkness use this symbol by inverting it and thus attracting the powers of darkness.

While some spirituality is not allowed one type is encouraged, that is commercial spirituality. The alternative health and lifestyle industry in the US in 2006 was worth $300 billion dollars. That’s where your interest is being funneled. True spiritual knowledge is given for free, you’re being deceived.

The figures of commercial spirituality are not spiritual teachers they are celebrities, their messages are simplified and watered down to the extent they are misleading. They often fish other peoples ideas and present that work as their own, they are talented writers and speakers, but they are businessmen and women, supported by a highly sophisticated industry. If you have a spiritual message to share, but you’re not up to making money for these corporations, you’ll be ignored.

The Source of the Suppression of Knowledge in Society

Religion, lots of different interests, corporations, individuals and groups combine and organize to create the world as they want it and work behind the scenes. I’ve been attacked by some of them. It’s been going on for a long time in society.

It’s my experience that there are people of a religious persuasion who are able to go into the astral plane, they have awakened psychic faculties for evil, and they go into the abyss where they get their knowledge, they access the intelligence of evil. This is the source behind the evil that is manipulating so much of the world today.

This spreads like the roots of a tree from secret mystical societies through the upper scales of power and influence in society, until it’s influence permeates the lives of the unsuspecting majority.

Darkness has its hierarchical structure, which goes through society, to a small number of initiates of darkness, then through the hierarchy of evil out-of-the body to demons and the forces of darkness. A hierarchy of light also exists, but THE HIERARCHY OF LIGHT IS BROKEN, it has been smashed and does not reach society.

One of the results of this is that the different ventures of truth and good in the world have little or no understanding of the esoteric principles of life, lacking that common understanding they are split, weakened, dissipated and often become infiltrated by dark forces. Darkness has virtually won the war for the human race.

A Global Awakening is Not Happening in Consciousness

A pop star mimics a character from the old film Metropolis in which a woman was created to destroy men through sexual desire using entertainment.

A pop star mimics a character from the old film Metropolis in which a woman was created to destroy men through sexual desire using entertainment. Notice the upside down pentagram – used to summon the forces of evil. The pop star then proceeds to strip out of the robot suit and dance scantily clothed before millions of people.

A lot of people today talk of there being a global awakening, but where is the awakening of consciousness? People are more asleep now than ever, there are no more societies based around esoteric knowledge like there were in ancient times, nor at this rate is there any chance of there ever being any. An awakening of information about important things in the three dimensional world, though good, is not an awakening of consciousness. It may be that people are becoming more conscious of several important issues, but people are not more awake in consciousness, they are more asleep and are blind to the wider reality of cosmic existence.

And don’t be fooled by those studying non-physical phenomena such as consciousness and the astral plane, who use scientific methods to draw theories about what they’ve never experienced. Or who say that non-physical phenomena are constructed by the mind alone. The result of this will be to keep you from searching for higher knowledge while out-of-the body, while in life being immersed in inaccurate theories.

It’s great that people search for truth in society, each human being has a responsibility to work for the forces of light in the struggle against darkness, but becoming initiates is even better. A small number of initiates of light in the world could create a powerful force for good.

You Need the Astral Plane to Understand Secret Symbols and Ancient Knowledge

Pop star covered in upside down crucifixes and doing a symbolic gesture in covering their eye - creating the all-seeing eye.

Pop star covered in upside down crucifixes and doing a symbolic gesture in covering their eye – creating the all-seeing eye.

Most of the symbols in use today have their origins in the symbols of the distant past. It’s unfortunate that so many people have taken wrong direction when it comes to understanding ancient knowledge, but it’s not surprising considering the suppression that has been going on for so long. When studying ancient cultures people draw all kinds of theories about their symbols, but they don’t understand that they are looking at the symbolic universal language of the astral plane, probably because they have seldom if ever been there. Some interpret them as tales of evil reptilians and codes of evil societies, but without understanding that without esoteric knowledge, you can’t interpret the more profound meanings in the symbols of ancient civilizations. Nor can you get esoteric knowledge without finding it beyond this three-dimensional world. And no one can get profound esoteric knowledge without becoming an initiate.

Esoteric symbols are the language of the astral plane, and that is their origin, just as it is the location of ghosts, demons, angels, divine beings and much of the paranormal. Ancient peoples used the astral plane for knowledge and brought back it’s symbolism for use in their teachings and temples.

Evil people become initiates of darkness and thereby get access to knowledge of evil. Initiates of light get access to knowledge of light. Ordinary people get ordinary knowledge = dull.

There are ascending serpents (light) and descending ones (darkness), get knowledge and don’t fall into the trap of drawing conclusions from ideas that have no esoteric experience behind them. It’s easy to do that, but you’ll just stay blind to higher truth, even if you fight for truth on a physical level. Fight for truth on all levels and empower yourself with white esoteric knowledge.

The Sleeping Majority Whose Destiny is Out of Their Hands

Christmas_Postcard_circa_1900The consumer society with its indulgence in the lifestyle of greed has its price, in the suffering and destruction that follows to people, animals and the environment. But it has a higher more subtle cost in enslavement to the many corrupt structures and people that exist in society. And an even greater enslavement which is of the dumbed down sheep like existence of a person whose consciousness is asleep, who drifts through life in a semi-comatose state, oblivious to the wider universe around them, with a Santa Claus like view of cosmic reality, which they call religion.

The average person is a person who doesn’t know why they exist, nor what the purpose of their life is, it’s a person who dies and whose destiny is out of their hands. Who moves on a circuit of lives from one to another until the last life is over, then submerges into the abyss (look up hellish near-death experiences if you want to get some idea about this). The majority of people don’t want to wake up and don’t want others to wake up.

Ignoring esoteric knowledge has a cost, a very high one. It’s much more difficult to discover and even talk about higher universal truths than it is to explore the truth behind events that happen in society. But it’s necessary to find them if you want true knowledge.

Know the Truth and the Truth Will Set You Free (Jesus)

If you don’t do enough to discover higher truths, you won’t get them, the best you can do is to get glimpses here and there, and try to be content with that. Why not be one of the few that wants to discover more about what’s going on, and be completely free in mind and consciousness?

The problem is in making the sacrifices to do it, facing opposition from the many forms of the forces of darkness, and enduring the hardships of the way. The hardships are the testing ground of life; we’re all in creation’s testing ground, and that’s why we’re here. Darkness enables us to see form, and opposition is necessary for awakening. And yet the difficulties of life are a major reason there are very few people actually trying to self-realize.

Study yourself, get knowledge from outside the physical world, become an initiate of light and go through an esoteric process of change. Be aware of what traps you, be strong and set yourself free.

The world destroyed a man, but the man became a serpent and lay hidden in the womb of the cosmic mother. But darkness beware, because the serpent rises to one day reach the light and be devoured by the eagle. And then the feathered serpent can fly.

About the Author

Belsebuub is an author and practitioner of esoteric knowledge. He writes primarily on the transformation and exploration of consciousness from over 30 years of dedicated metaphysical experience. He has authored a number of books on out-of-body experiences, consciousness, and spiritual awakening, including The Astral Codex and Gazing into the Eternal, which are free to download on his website

Belsebuub is the name of his spirit/soul/consciousness. Everyone has their own unique spiritual name; it’s a matter of knowing it.

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  • DaveM

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  • laurent

    My name is laurent Boer (, and I have been harrassed and manipulated by an unknown hidden cult organization
    They drugged me insidiously, hypnotized me, they programmed my mind with hypnosis and several different kind of drugs, and they didn’t hesitated to do many illegal things including:
    – Under hypnosis, mental conditioning to make me feel terror to talk about them and what they do
    – use some addiction drugs to enforce the power of the hypnotizer on me
    – At work, air spray some kind of GHB drugs to train me to work harder
    – Under hypnosis, format my personality to fit their needs
    – Follow me in shops and coffee places to make me feel paranoid, harassed and under their control
    – Under hypnosys make me watch horror and homo movies every day under addictive drugs to get addicted to this
    – Installed software on my computer so they can remotely send subliminal trigger images
    – Under hypnosis make me hear for hours daily their speech teaching me that what they do to me is great and usefull

    How to get rid of this kind of secured powerfull worldwide organizations?

    Best Regards,

  • I have read comments and the full text. But what I see is a polished knowledge missed with binding acts and magical theories just to plunge the world into doom .if you have the key to the Bible you will understand. I wont tell you more, John 1:1 and Rev 3:14.Look the priest will tell you that AMEN means “let it be so “phrase thus meaningless. What should be so. I write no more….

  • A good place to start is downloading a torrent called occult carrot. One of the best books to start to understand the occult and even practice is “initiation into hermetics” by Franz Bardon this book is great great great!

  • Draw a circle put a dot in the middle. The dot is the source of your spirit and around the circle’s edges are all the lives you ever lived and ever will live. From your spirits point of view all time is now. If you connect to your higher self it is possible to remember the past and the future. If you want to draw in more of your spirit energy into your life just be thankful for everything in your life and your higher self will be more drawn to that life. Everything has a balance and it all has happen and will happen with balance in mind. As above so below and this planet can be interpreted in the same way as your spirit. This specific planet is known as a library of information to the galaxy because it is in perfect balance with light and dark energies of the universe making it a neutral zone. The forces of light and dark work together on this planet and coexist. This planet moves in and out of the light and dark giving the energies perfect time for growth or for rest. All emotion can be traced back to only two and they are fear and love. Both are necessary for survival on this planet. The head produces both but at the center of your being (the heart) only love exists. It is the same with your spirit and it is the same with the center of this galaxy. My father killed himself when I was five years old and I became very dark in my thoughts. I spent the next twenty three years using the dark without knowing unity. I always had great natural abilities in the dark but nature always kept me in balance by making me pay for it. I ignored nature’s warning and the power of others. I have always been extremely sensitive to the energies around me and I didn’t care that I was destroying myself. I did not care to live and I used that to live a very dangerous life. I had nearly died time and time again. My kidneys began to cause me pain when I was 18 and I lived with constant pain for ten years. I had kidney stones and everything inside me was falling apart. I didn’t care.
    I learned so much from that world. Everything serves good because out of the bad good things happen too. I started caring for myself more and more as the good things happened. Eventually I even started caring if I lived or not. At first it was for my kids.
    I started eating better foods using my kidney pain as a guide to what was healthy and what was not. I lost weight and gained muscle without even trying. In early 2012 I was still looking at only the dark side of things but I was beginning to gain interest in things. I studied all the latest conspiracies and other stories only focusing on the fear aspects of everything. The health food I was eating was no joke. I ate spirulina, chlorella, and even royal jelly. I have always been sensitive to the energies and they began speaking to me. I started to sleep for more than 3 hours a night and that is something I could never do. I even began to remember my dreams. As a child my spirit spoke to me in my dreams and was telling me something was wrong because all I ever had was nightmares. I even had dreams about past lives. Now my spirit was really opening me up and in mid 2012 I finally started looking at the good side of things. That allowed me to re-examine all the knowledge I had gained over the years.
    Things started speeding up and after years of studying the dark side of religion I remembered all the good and picked Wicca because it rang with my dreams of being some sort of druid in a past life. I don’t think the religion matters it depends on the individual. I know that ringing with what holds true to yourself matters most and it sped things up even more because it felt so familiar. Now here I am and each day I grow stronger and better. The health food didn’t stop the pain tho. Everything else was improving better than it ever has been before in this life except my kidney was still talking to me. It actually started talking to me more. It became so sensitive that every time I stressed even a little I urinated blood. If I thought about what not to eat or what to eat it didn’t matter. I meditated and gained a lot from that but still it hurt. It wasn’t till I started reaching out to my mother to finally build a friendship with her that I started realizing she was a very special person too. I asked her to pray for my kidney and it instantly felt better. I started calling her every morning to pray it away. Now that it’s 2013 all I have to do is think about my mom and the pain stops.
    Out of everything I learned I would say the most important thing is that appreciation is the key. We must all appreciate everything in this life because it all serves good and that good will flow much more free if it is appreciated.
    Thanks for reading this
    I feel as though I was born an indigo with the purpose of evolving into crystal. I feel as if I have been indigo before and have had many crystal experiences that all stand out from early childhood. Being a lightwarrior has been too easy but the lightworker moments seem more focused and take effort and I always feel more satisfied and fulfilled. I believe I am a hybrid because my blood type is A- and I am extra sensitive to all energy. I think that hybrids have been with humans for a very long time so I can relate to both very well. I have memories of alien and druid. I can see the balance and truth in all things. I see the age of dreams and age of light as being great spiritual learning tools. This place has a very high potential because of constant change which breeds very knowledgeable souls. In the age of dreams the some rest and some thrive and in the age of light some thrive and some rest. Some are born out of each and as the cycle continues we all come back to where we are born.
    Please tell us a little bit about you:
    I have always been different. I only recently moved out of the dark and into the light. I learned a lot from the dark but am so sensitive to the energy that it almost killed me. I love to heal and I have to focus on it but challenges relax me. I get bored when I’m not challenging myself by moving my thoughts outside of comfort zones. It makes me appear impatient because I like to tell it how it is if I’m going to talk and I get nowhere fast. I find I get better results when I us indirect communication like using my higher self to relay messages in dreams or using my energy to calm or heal the atmosphere and moods.
    What made you believe you are a Starseed/Walk-in? (Please answer in depth to be approved)
    I still have to research more as I have only recently drawn my studies out of the dark and into the light. I also believe I sent myself into the most challenging life of imbalance I could to better understand the dark. I know that everything serves good although it may not appear so to some. The dark is necessary for many many reasons but as we move into the light it will sleep and some may even transmute into light. I am back in my element now though and things are picking up speed for me as old memories flow in with complete understandings.
    What are your views of the Starseed Phenomena? (Please answer in depth to be approved)
    I think this mission would be better served with the full appreciation of both sides. We cannot get caught up with which side is right or better because both sides serve good. If something is bad than it will continue to be bad until met by good. Good can come from bad just as good comes from good. If you imagine something as bad it just slows down the evolution of bad to good. You need to understand both and see good in all. Trust in nature. All energy is necessary. Now is the time of light so it is natural to live, think, and be light. Time for our physical bodies to heal and grow back up their full potential. It is safe to do that in the Golden age.
    What is your mission? (Please answer in depth to be approved)
    My mission is to learn,teach,and heal. I want to experience the times of change and help ease them as they go and remember times of light and dark at their peek. I love watching spirits grow in knowledge on all levels and in all ages.
    What are your thoughts on Star People (Off Worlders)? (Please answer in depth to be approved)
    They need to not judge the forces that live in the age of dreams to harsh for what they have done in the past. As this world moves in and out of the age of light and dark the human race picks up on it with great precision. Those that live in the age of dreams know that to insure their survival they must do their job. If humans physical bodies where allowed to be as great as they are in the golden age in the age of dreams then they would have surely destroyed themselves by now.
    What are your thoughts about 2012 and the future?
    It was the end of my dark studies and the return of light understandings. I barely stayed alive and plan on healing for as long as I live in this golden age. Those energies are very intense.
    How did you find this site? If a member referred you please type their username(Please Be Specific)
    I was sending a message to a certain soul by typing sentences into the google search engine and this came up in the results.
    Why do you wish to join? (Please answer in depth to be approved)
    It is time for me to heal this body and so I must come out of isolation and join more like minded individuals. My kidneys started hurting ten years ago and I have been in constant pain until 2013. The pain was necessary to ground me long enough so that I could learn as much as I could from that time.

    • sanjay

      Can you see on the behalf of another person whats in stock for me in the future?

      • Victor Gagnon

        You create your future and no one else. Most of us cannot create our future because we always looking through the eyes of the past, someday. Live your future NOW and make it happen in the future.

  • Mick

    hmmmmmmmmmm……mark pritchard aka belsebuub and belzebuub,google says this guy is full of it, not sure if its true or not tho

    waking times has lost some credit with me now

    • Victor Gagnon

      When you listen to someone speak, or pay attention to someone speaking then the EGO will come out and be clear to you. Just pay attention. Usually its I, I, I, I, I and so forth. When one loses the EGO one has really nothing to say but to simply BE.

    • David G

      Hey Mick,

      Unfortunately there is false information published about Belsebuub on the internet. If you have a look at this page it explains the reality of things:

      I’ve been practicing Belsebuub’s teachings for about 10 years. They have helped me a lot and the practices he teaches are really effective if you put enough effort into them.


  • Kukulkan

    Greetings. You say “Study yourself, get knowledge from outside the physical world, become an initiate of light and go through an esoteric process of change”, while also stating that we will not gain wisdom or access to higher consciousness through others unless such knowledge is given freely. I indeed do much inner exploration and can touch the source through meditation – and sometimes in the ‘normal’ waking state, yet progression from there is difficult. My point and question is, how does one continue to grow and access deeper levels of reality without guidance or assistance from the those connected to the base level materialistic lifestyle?

    • Anonymous

      U dont. Go find a real teacher.

      • Anonymous

        from where?

        this pupil is ready….but no teacher has appeared

        • Kukulkan

          Thanks for the responses. This article is quite good, yet I feel there are some fundamental errors regarding the connection between consciousness, time, and the structure/flow of universal multidimensional energy (of which we are an expression). Or more specifically, they have not been adequately integrated or understood in respect to what could be termed ‘consious evolution’.
          As for finding a teacher, it is true that I feel guidance would be of benefit to me. I am aware that my own personal growth (or remembering) is expanding, yet for me it does not match my thirst for greater depth. Not by a long shot. In that sense, perhaps the lesson is inherent in the emotion, perhaps I need to develop a better understanding of patience in order to further establish my recognition of the path which I seek so earnestly. It is not always easy to see, yet it may be that I need to learn to ‘know’ it in order to follow it. This requires removal from the ego and the psychological deprogramming necessary to facilite access to the true Self. Not easy for anyone, is it? Regardless, I’m sure the answers will come. They always seem to, and never when I expect it. Which is usually the way. 🙂

          • Anonymous

            Banyen Books in Vancouver has always helped fill the void when I was looking for a “teacher” (seems my whole life has been looking for a good teacher…)

            Banyen has a website as well… lots of amazing literature.

            It might not help, but it might.

            All the best

          • Clark

            Hi Kukulkan,

            Many people have a yearning towards something greater, towards change, but one needs the right information and techniques to start changing and gain one’s own experiences of higher realities.

            There are so many theories out there, so many beliefs, sadly most of them are full of talk, which means do they actually give to a person? what practices and what techniques? A lot of time can go by without anything really happening, a whole life even.

            The writer of this article explains a lot of things, but more importantly he gives the techniques to verify things yourself. If you experience higher truths yourself then you will start getting your own knowledge and will not have to rely on what others claim. If you’re interested you can learn more on his website, it’s all free.

            All the best.

        • Maggie

          Ian Clayton is an excellant teacher..find free podcast on youtube and deeper galatic/vibration thoughts on free podcast at itunes

          • Kukulkan

            Thankyou Anonymous, Maggie, and Bhamini for the replies. I will be looking into each on of them. Every little lesson on the Path is valuable, and there is something to gain from each of you. We are all one.

        • You will know when you should know for now you shouldnt know as the universe has decided that you are not yet ready. You may feel as though you are ready yet the confusion as to what to do next tells you that you are not.

          The real truth to this question is that you need not do anything other than what you are already doing when the universe knows you have truly become aware of it and your relationship to source then your guide will be sent only then you must recognize this guide and the signs they send.

          Nothing worth having in this life is easy and the things worth having require dediication and a certain way of life. Life your life with good intention without expectation and you will reach your goal. 🙂

        • bridgett

          Swami Nithyananda you tube

    • Bhamini

      The Oneness University ( or is engaged in literally giving people higher states of consciousness, which are called as Awakening and God-realization. The founders are avatars who give their grace for a neurobiological shift in the brain that takes one to higher consciousnesses. Millions of people are becoming awakened through this Oneness phenomenon. Check it out. You may not know, but Oneness may be likely happening in your local area too because it has spread rapidly throughout the world.

      • Victor Gagnon

        What is oneness in your understanding?

    • P Pan

      Hi Kukulkan

      Do you mind providing an email address?

    • Angelina

      Trust your Self to lead you and guide you to the people, places, and circumstances that you need. Just make a statement to the universe about what you want, and speak it out loud, then have faith that what you want is on its way to you. Because it will be.

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